Disturbia Now that I know, I lost myself somewhere
Its like I sold my soul and gone to hades
how can I retrieve it I want to be hole again
I have a deep whole inside me and the real one is gone
Demons now possess my body
Im in ruins Im in shambles
Was it only love that destroyed me
Its like a demolition durby and im the monster truck
That keeps on making faces that I don't recognise
Is it a disease of the mind when I take on a person that im not
Are those the side effects, of love and the lack of it
I feel like im in Disturbia Screaming What Now!
I scream out in colours of red screaming, save me but nobody hears me
I feel like im in a crystal ball filled with water and now im drowning
But im not wet a part of me that is incomplete, is trapt,
Call it a white blood cell its like WW3 has already started in my mind heart and my soul
im constantly fighting myself I think I need a shrink peharps a restraining jacket because this is some legion type of shit
wish I could get a restraining order for this pain